u dont know what u've got till its gone

many may wonder why i have this blog.

i needed to write something so that my sis can see this to know something about my life; to understand. seventeen said to share your thoughts and photos in an online journal, so maybe this will help.

the fact is, im afraid. from a happy family of 5, mine is reduced to a little 3. my mummy, my brother and me. lau pa travels a lot to earn the money so he's not here half the time.

i know u have to go, i understand, im just sad cos i know it wont be the same again.