shucks

this sucks, i tried to change the template thingy and i failed, now this whole thing looks really bad. its not align.

help.

tv-addict

i confess, im an addict!

the new shows start to come in after a long summer break, and here i am, finding myself looking forward to another weekly dose of shows, ranging from desperate housewives to gilmore girls. every. single. week. without fail.

this pill to take away the stress is causing me more harm than i bargained for. its like ecstacy, you know its not good for you but you just have to take it. maybe its the cause of my lack of concentration to sit down to study lately, i really dont know. all i know is every wednesday i'm sitting in front of the television watching one show after another, then i go to sleep. wasting precious study time.

i need a restraining order.

tie me to the study table.

and i watched corpse bride today.

records

bought two albums on friday. old ones, if u consider it old, but good nonetheless. i realised that old albums are really really good, and new ones just keep disappointing me time and time again, wasting my time and money.

anyways, the albums that i bought are alanis morisette's jagged little pill, and sarah mclachlan's mirrorball.

i have to say, that both albums are fantastic. and i only buy stuff which are worth my money these days. i guess i've always been one who pays more attention to the lyrics, thats why. both albums are really different, the alanis one being so sarcastic, which actually turns out to be pretty funny especially in songs where she totally slams her ex. haha.. clever lyrics. on the other hand, the sarah mclachlan one is a live album of her tour, with her best songs sung live. a much more subtle and mellow album. soothing.. have to say that she's a great songwriter whose lyrics are really good. now she makes me want to buy more of her albums which are studio recorded. hmm, and the song sheet to play it on the piano and guitar. not that the live ones are not good, it actually sounds more real than studio albums, which is good, plus the guitars sound better.

geri pls return me my cd asap!

so now, i have a wish list!

1. sarah mclachlan's surfacing and solace albums = $28
2. sarah mclachlan's surfacing song book = $35 approx
3. nirvana's nevermind album = $20
4. dashboard confessional's places you have come to fear the most and swiss army romance albums = $exhorbitant amount from rip off hmv

just realised that they are all music stuff and they cost so much. guess i'll have to work really hard after A's.

forgiven

listening to the alanis' album now, and the song im listening now is forgiven.

so it shall be the title.

prelims just ended yesterday.

shit.

i think i screwed up really badly, dont think i'll do well, cause deep down inside i know i didnt study as hard as i really ought to. i didnt even put in my best to prepare for it. maybe it's fate. something's telling me that i need to fall down really hard for the panic and desperation to sink into my impenetrable brain. we all have our desperate moments, when will that moment come?

i should really prepare myself for the day my results come out, to feel that same sadness and maybe a little regret for not doing well. forgive me. at this moment, i really need something to cling to, something called hope. hope i can find the frame of mind to study hard for the next six weeks in order to do really well.

i have been running so hard for the past two years, i dont want to fall down at the last 100 metres. wonder if i'll ever forgive myself if i fall. dont think i'll ever.

on a lighter note, went out for lunch with sk, sewei, bt, inami, reina, ngiam and joe yesterday. joe the man whom i haven seen in ages! poor man is working at D & G as a sales assistant, wearing the skinny white tee, looking as gay as ever. he needs a suntan! good to meet up with some old friends, miss all those crazy moments.

after lunch we went aimless-walking, no activities to cater to so many people. after walking in kino for endless minutes, the girls decided to abandon the guys to go shopping. feel quite bad to ditch the guys, but somehow they never understand the beauty of shopping. all the window shopping and looking at clothes.

they. dont. get. it.

so too bad, i dont care, walked for many hours and went home at 6 plus. day well spent, good exercise walking. too bad i didnt get to spend any money. wasted.

bar honda

courtesy of www.f1.com

jenson button has finally gotten a podium finish. congrats dude. check out the wonderful picture of schumacher talking to sato after they crashed, poor angry schumie, hopes gone with the crash! think he smacked sato's head.. hmm.. good job sato! woo hoo!

haha..

hao lian

this fat ass went for a run with daddy on saturday.

prelims

prelims are next week, and they coincide with the return of the wonderful gilmore girls season 6. gilmore girls! finally!
good luck to me, the busy person who's studying right this moment! haha..

part-time maid

yes i am the part-time maid. free-of-charge part-time maid.

woke up today with the main aim of doing some house work at home. i just could not stand the horrible state of the house. the ants were slowly crawlling around in a nice straight line day after day in the toilet. after days of scrubbing the floor with soap and water i figured they would never ever go away, so i took the one last resort, the merciless method of killing them - spraying them with insecticide. swift and fast. almost like the nazis, i killed them with chemicals. poor ants, poor me. hope they dont court their own deaths by coming back tmr, otherwise i'll have to hunt down their nest and kill the whole entire family. STOP COMING INTO MY TOILET YOU PERVERTED ANTS!

following, an even worse nightmare. the nightmare of teacher's day. the revenge of the teachers for being the worst student, this curse - the horrible dead corpse of the lizard (which was probably left dead for 092384923475 months). oh my God, the stench of this lizard was imberable. even worse than dead fish. you would never imagine how so much smell could come out from that tiny body, and how long we have been using the computer with the lizard's 'grave' at our feet. anyway this maid cleared it up with brother and threw it into the big black bin. good luck to the guy who is going to clear it tomorrow! may God really bless his nose.

oh i did sweep the floor and mop it twice to make sure my house is sparkling clean. two hours of solid work. a bloody good work out i must say. a good sweat after one month of not excercising! good job mate!